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Sunday, January 3, 2010

This post is just some thoughts and feelings for today and a few days ago... Just thot maybe by blogging it down will make me feel better....

Initially, when we met, miracuriously (<-- hope i spelled it correctly) i realised we could 'click' very well. Even today i stil think so too even after all dat have happened. As the time and days passes by,... Even though we have a 'special name', i realised that i seem to be losing dat sense of belonging and bond between us.. And dat feels really really sad.. Maybe its cos when i realised u guys are very close with each other and have many things in common, i think i naturally took a step back and later jus couldnt find a way to step back forward.. I don feel jealous or envious.. I jus feel dat i wanna be part of u guys. And at times, i even felt 'extra' cos i cant find a way to talk with u all when u guys are talking.. Its oso a feeling of being inferior.. (If u guys think why din i tell u guys this face to face, its bcos i dono how to put it, and it will be very uncomfortable and awkward if i were to do so...)

Well... I think i will see how it goes for the nxt few days or weeks... (hope u guys read this =/)Hope it will change for the better...

~Happy on the outside, not as happy on the inside~

P.S. Don ask me who they are.. Cos i wont say.. Readers will noe if they are the ones the moment they read it. Thanks =)

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